Song Obsession Alert!

oh and one more thing. totally obsessed with this song by ellie goulding. here are the lyrics! ahhh

I had a way then losing it all on my own
I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping up the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone '
Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone Home

Noises, I play within my head
Touch my own skin and hope they'll still be there
And I think back to when my brother and my sister slept
In another place the only time I feel safe

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
Home Yeah, hee Light, lights, lights,
lights Light, lights, lights, lights Light, lights, l
ights, lights Light, lights

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone

Home, home Light, lights, lights, lights Light,
lights, lights, lights Home, home Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights Home, home Light, lights,
lights, lights Light, lights, lights, lights Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights Light, lights, lights, lights

pre-warning.

well it's safe to say that the upcoming weekend is going to be rather special! eric and annes beedays of course a day after one another. don't u just hate when beedays start fallin days after one another and u don't know if or when the celebration will end? haha such is life (sorryforpartying) haha! so the camera is going to start coming out. all jokes aside. me and greener have realized that our friends are absolutely out of control and no one even knows it! maybe we need to start putting up webisodes so that people know what living/loving life is alll about. downtown for 2 nights this week is going to be magnifff. love the party scene hate the travel costs but i actually don't have to worry about that nemore! what i do have to worry about is sorting out my lil situation i have. too many hommes. too lil temps. i dunno why i tried to do half english and french there something just straight up came over me. like right at that very instant. lol i have this issue where every guy that ive ever been involved with or had a crush on at any point; they all just flock back into my life at the same time. i use the word flock because it is way more appropriate than u even realize. haha. neway i am now in a like love...hexagon? dammit going back to geometry. rough. but the good thing is that none of it is too serious. except for a couple hahaha i dont even know how i get myself into these situations constantly. i think the fact that i will be staying here for the summer is going to shine a little light on reality. just a tad tho. i will be playing rugby!! FINALLY! and i will be getting shammmed but most importantly i will be spending time with my besties for the 1st time in 3 summers....i dont even know what that could bring about. like serious amazing times. the more i let go of waterton the more excited i get about this! and every year i hit up waterton i come back with a new boy situation or a new lil bf so this way im just sticking to the new evils of toronto! but less drama because i wont be living in four streets (no exagg.) so this will be good. great actually! gotta rise and shine early tomorrow..by early i mean before 12 so im gunna get goinggg! i took way to long to write my new post, such a slack artist. it wont happen again. seriously...mainly because i cant stop talking on a regular basis so there is no real excuse to be missing days haha. loveeee.