k i am so gunna do a better job of writing in this more often. I have been so busy doing things that don't really matter...like blue jays home openers, having 3.50 pints, working, applying...k wait...that's all super important..work and play haha but so much has been going on! went to peterborough last weekend...umm may or may not have done things i shud regret but dont really. yeah. good for me. it's a neverending cycle it seems and as im a couple of glasses of red wine deep, the more i justify my behaviour to myself. Good thing it's styll an antioxidant, at least I'm doing something right, right? hahaha so got in a lil tiff with jay today...can't really say that it was my happiest moment. but who would say that neway. It was just stupid. I guess i could blame a lot of it on me just trying to push my opinion and thoughts and a small amount on my slight annoyance and jealousy. I'm not even that jealous of a person. I know people say that only to make themselves seem less jealous but I'm being serious. There is nothing that this gurl has on me...I already know where i stand with my situation, it's just the fact that it keeps getting brought up and i keep wanting to get rid of it as soon as possible and I guess my eagerness gets intimidating and is too much for him to handle. whatever.
enough of that. soooo rugby practice #1 was today...i missed it and I'm not going to till next week, it's just pre season and i need to make sure that i'm in good enough shape after my three year hiatus. fml capital letters. But it should be fine. I just may have to play a new position and I don't know how stoked I am about that but whatever, it's gunna be a great summer and I'm stoked to visit out west and see my lovess especially walker who i MISS more and more each day! love that kids life..but actually in a platonic way obvi event tho ppl spread madd rumours about us.
Gunna go to a movie with the sis tomorrow and i have to jog in the morn so i shud really get off this thing. I will keep yall posted obviously. good to be back...who knew that lil rants could go so farrrr. will post pics and vids soon.
muchhh loveee!
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