Song Obsession Alert!

oh and one more thing. totally obsessed with this song by ellie goulding. here are the lyrics! ahhh

I had a way then losing it all on my own
I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping up the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone '
Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone Home

Noises, I play within my head
Touch my own skin and hope they'll still be there
And I think back to when my brother and my sister slept
In another place the only time I feel safe

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
Home Yeah, hee Light, lights, lights,
lights Light, lights, lights, lights Light, lights, l
ights, lights Light, lights

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone

Home, home Light, lights, lights, lights Light,
lights, lights, lights Home, home Light, lights, lights, lights
Light, lights, lights, lights Home, home Light, lights,
lights, lights Light, lights, lights, lights Home, home
Light, lights, lights, lights Light, lights, lights, lights

pre-warning.

well it's safe to say that the upcoming weekend is going to be rather special! eric and annes beedays of course a day after one another. don't u just hate when beedays start fallin days after one another and u don't know if or when the celebration will end? haha such is life (sorryforpartying) haha! so the camera is going to start coming out. all jokes aside. me and greener have realized that our friends are absolutely out of control and no one even knows it! maybe we need to start putting up webisodes so that people know what living/loving life is alll about. downtown for 2 nights this week is going to be magnifff. love the party scene hate the travel costs but i actually don't have to worry about that nemore! what i do have to worry about is sorting out my lil situation i have. too many hommes. too lil temps. i dunno why i tried to do half english and french there something just straight up came over me. like right at that very instant. lol i have this issue where every guy that ive ever been involved with or had a crush on at any point; they all just flock back into my life at the same time. i use the word flock because it is way more appropriate than u even realize. haha. neway i am now in a like love...hexagon? dammit going back to geometry. rough. but the good thing is that none of it is too serious. except for a couple hahaha i dont even know how i get myself into these situations constantly. i think the fact that i will be staying here for the summer is going to shine a little light on reality. just a tad tho. i will be playing rugby!! FINALLY! and i will be getting shammmed but most importantly i will be spending time with my besties for the 1st time in 3 summers....i dont even know what that could bring about. like serious amazing times. the more i let go of waterton the more excited i get about this! and every year i hit up waterton i come back with a new boy situation or a new lil bf so this way im just sticking to the new evils of toronto! but less drama because i wont be living in four streets (no exagg.) so this will be good. great actually! gotta rise and shine early tomorrow..by early i mean before 12 so im gunna get goinggg! i took way to long to write my new post, such a slack artist. it wont happen again. seriously...mainly because i cant stop talking on a regular basis so there is no real excuse to be missing days haha. loveeee.

nothing.

i have done nothing today but eat food and watch the olympics. some would call that a meaningless day but it was fabbbb. to be honest i should be in bed right now but it is easy to see that I am not sleeping since I am writing this. I am just chillin listening to lady danville who by the way are AMAZING!! everyone should listen to them...so chill. I did today decide that I may see what banff is saying. I am going to fill out my online interview (yeah the world these days so lazy...really ur too busy that I have to do my own interview ONLINE? its like those self checkouts at loblaws...so off topic so moving on..lol) I talked to my girlfriend Michelle today...mind u she is not actually my girlfriend but we just say that were gf's cuz we act like it...but i told her to apply and if i have someone to go with it may not be so bad after all. However, i do want to focus on my new business with arydss and get this job with steam whistle and play rugby this summer...yeah i pretty much have it all planned out. I am all over the place tho...something that is easy to find out...I change my mind a lot...ppl know this about me and either hate it or hate it a lot lol but its one of those flaws u have to learn to love..afterall i have to deal with it the most and sometimes its even fun not knowing which door ur gunna open next and where it will take u. I guess that the best part about life...not planning out ur every move i feel like u get more out of it that way. so far so good. I have to drive my sissy to the hospital tomorrow so I should prolly call it a night! I love how this is entitled 'nothing' yet my nothing seems to be endless words long. leave it to me.

brutal loss & good news.

alright so it totally sucked that we lost that game against the us. i was soooo decked out but what can ya do. THANK HEAVENS we have loooouuuuuuu in for this next game he sure earned it! I am going to have to go somewhere tomorrow to cheer my lil heart out and this time those boys need to come out on top. Thank God our ladies are doing a great job too!! two gold possibilties against the same rivals? so possible! anyway Canada go another gold medal today in ice dance! sweeeet! lil crush scott moir (not gunna lie) he is such a sweetheart and they make such a cute couple...they are totally gunna date soon. anyway aside from all this olympics talk (i know its hard for me to stray cuz im so obsessed) BUTT i got an interview with steamwhistle!! and i am also starting my own business! I'm super excited about both of these things its a) about time i start working for myself and motivating myself and b) its time that i stay in toronto and make things happen instead of sticking with the comfort of going out west to work where its the same ol everytime. eat.work.drink.blackout.passout.wake up.forget.repeat. like noooo thanks. maybe a way more sober summer one filled with oh i dunno, substance. haha and not substance abuse. i dunno i think im finally at that point in life where i just wanna giver back home see what torontos saying have a good time and do what i love and oh yeah. DIE from allergies. GAH this has to be the worst thing that comes to mind. so humid so allergic and drowsy medication. will i pull thru? well yeah, i have to. theres no turning back now...im not filling out my appy for the fairmont in banff and that way I am leaving myself no choice but to be successful here. shud prolly wrap it up for today this was longer than i expected.

p.s. (to myself which is weird but whatever) i found this cheetah lingerie that i had and am now wearing it hahaha but heres the kicker. it was my outfit for scary spice in like 2008 summer for halloween in july. i find that hilarious and priceless that i wore this out in public and even more ridiculous that i found it and put it on. thanks winners lethbridge. you are so versatile baaahaaa

Big Game Day!!

today is my bestie Courtney's beeday! she's turning 23 and has gotten past the year of the terrible twos..however; i am styll living in that year. Some joy in having a late birthday..you don't experience the anxiety of getting older quite as quickly as everyone else and then when you finally start feeling it everyone has gone thru it already and make u feel like it's no big deal...which it probably isn't to be honest. As much as I am at a road block in life right now figuring out what I want to do, do I want to go out west and work in the hospitality industry or do I want to start real life have a fun job that I really enjoy in my major. The answer seems obvious doesn't it? I feel like i associate getting a real job, well a major job with getting old..and maybe i shud just be associating it with getting real. Going after what I know that I want instead of trying to stick with what I know is comfortable. That's exactly what it is. Anyway, aside from all that it is MENS HOCKEY DAY! teammmm canada! these boys have got to bring it. It's been weird watching them and seeing the lack of chemistry that they have...I know they are capable of sooo much more! and they need to show it today, the USA wants it baddd they want to win it again and Team Canada has to come together as the awesome individual players that they are and flowwwwwww. I've been crossing the fingies and I will be very decorated in Team Canada clothing. It worked for the World Juniors so I'm hoping that it works now!!...come on boysssss. bring it home! Don't know where I'll be tonight, but I'll be near a tv losing my voice, cheering on Canada, and celebrating Courtz beeday. (with my cape on) baaahaha oh how i wish Jay was here to wear his with me ;)

Canada Eh.

really didn't know that saying the word 'eh' was that big of a deal. seriously. they are doing full out clips on how we use the word at the olympics? out west they tend to say 'hey' instead of eh i think. anywho a clip for that.

http://video.ca.msn.com/watch/video/are-you-going-to-watch-this-video-eh/17y7a4adn